Well, well, well, it looks like the summer is coming to a close again. I swear, I don't know how the years go by so fast, but it's almost slightly annoying when I look back and realize that I didn't do much of ANYTHING this summer.

....Wow, I sound like I'm aging myself.

I must give myself a pat on the back for being a good boy this summer... no alcohol, .... .... no sex. Oh man, why am I patting myself on the back for THAT!? Now that's just damn depressing. >.>

In other news, I FINALLY was able to get my phone to work, but I had to go all the way out in the boondocks in order to do it. So if you all didn't see me around that much this summer, it was because I was out there talking to friends from back home and such. I'll admit, I was a little bit homesick this summer. Not sure why.... maybe because Sabin and Edgar weren't here this year. *sigh*

All in all, it seemed to be an okay summer, I guess.

Oh! Is anyone going to Kefka's party this weekend? I think I'll go... one more little hurrah for the summer.

Can anyone on this damn camp get any kind of cell phone signal at all!? I feel like I'm going to have give up my right arm to be able to use it... and I like my arms where they are. I'm glad that my mom gave me a phonecard before I left (even though I said I didn't need it because I had a call phone), because I had to use that yesterday to call my parents and let them know that everything was fine here and stuff.

It's been great to see everyone again... but there are still a few people that I haven't seen and it's rather depressing.

Oh, one more thing... this camp is incredible! When I first heard about the summer camp, I expected to find the place nearly falling apart, but I really like it. (and thank god there is a computer lab because over a day without internet access would make me twitch. Violently. You'd need to ship me to a hospital) I hope I'm not the only one who thinks that.

Anyway, I just wanted to say 'hi' and stuff...a nd also check out the computer lab. Soooo... I'll talk to you all later!

It's really cold in the room today, not sure why. The fact that I also am drinking a smoothie probably isn't helping. (Sorry, I had this "OMGSMOOTHIE" craving today for some reason) So, yeah.

Today is my friend Celes' birthday. Calling her up and saying, "Happy birthday, you old hag" totally made my day. She was amused but still really aggravated XD so that makes it all worth it. I shipped her present and card in the mail a few days ago, so I really hope she reaches it on time.

That's about it. I'm so thrilling. Bye!

Here I am at 1:30 in the morning and what am I doing? STARING AT MY COMPUTER BECAUSE I AM SO BORED...AND HYPER. I just have one question....What the hell has happened to everyone lately!?

ARE MY ROOMMATES ALIVE!?

IS ANYONE ELSE AT FHH ALIVE!?

AM I DOOMED TO DIE ALL ALONE WITH MY LATIN BOOK!?

WHO HATES ME!?


Ha ha ha ha...I had too much caffeine today. Coffee is my friend.

Well, Valentine's Day came and went, thank you all for the gifts. I actually forgot it was valentine's day until that point...I'm so sorry. This semester is just flying by and I'm starting to lose track of the days. Fuck, it's already the 18th. I have less than a month until Celes' birthday, so I better get cracking.

Wait a second. Oh my god....it's the 18th. Rachel's birthday. Damn. She would've been...17? Yeah. Wow....


OKAY NEW TOPIC NOW. *sigh* Oh, happy news, I got my last Latin test back....97%!!!! That's right, Latin, I own your ass. OOOOH One more thing....I have a photography project due in a few weeks, and I need someone to pose for me! Unfortunately The pictures aren't nude ones, but, I still need to take some nice outdoor shots. So, whenever the weather wants to stop RAINING or Snowing or whatever the hell it feels like doing on a daily baisis and clears up....I need to take some pictures. Any volunteers?

So...now that I'm all mopey and thinking about Rachel, I'm going to go now. *sigh* Have a good night everyone.

Locke was working on his homework for what felt like the millionth time that day. His Latin homework was almost finished basically all day, but his attention span kept on becoming focused on things such as his roommates or the computer. AIM and LiveJournal are things of evil... He convinced himself as he looked up from his homework to his computer.

His screensaver was on and it caused him to smile. It consisted of pictures from back home; Edgar, Sabin, Setzer, Celes, and Terra when they were younger, all goofing around with each other. There was even one of the shaving cream fight that they decided to have. They were all covered with shaving cream, and Sabin was in the process of slipping from the shaving cream that was all over the grass. What really made him laugh about the picture was the fact that he remembered how much trouble they all got in for doing that, and he could just hear his father say, "Locke Cole, don't you even think about coming back inside until you get all the shaving cream off the grass!" Good times... he thought to himself, resting his cheek in his hand as the picture turned.

The next one was one of he and Terra, taken only a few weeks before they broke up the most recent time. He wasn't sure who took the picture, possibly one of the guys or Celes, but it was an excellent picture. We both looked so happy...what happened.... He shook his head and exhaled before looking back at his Latin book. Looking at it didn't necessarily mean concentrating on it, of course. His pen tapped the book at a steady rhythm to The Starting Line cd that he was listening to and he softly sang the words under his breath.

He jumped when the lights flickered, so he looked up at the light in the room, semi glaring at it as if to challange it to flicker again. After staring at it for a moment, he turned back around in his seat and actually looked at his Latin book. Poising his pen against his paper to write down an answer to one of the questions, he heard a rather odd sizzling sound....and then found himself surrounded in darkness.

Putting his pen down, he sighed in disbelief. "Bloody hell."

I'm sorry that I' haven't been posting lately...*sigh* This semester is certainly kicking my ass. Especially with Latin...it takes so much concentration and use of parts of my brain that I never use, so yeah. It's been a chore and a half to keep up with that. I've mostly locked myself away in my bedroom studying...which isn't a whole lot of fun. If I don't do something fun soon, I'm going to die.

It's a little better now that Setz came back from the hospital and Sabin came back as well. I'm not as lonely at least. Plus, Setzer is healthy again he'll thank me someday, so that's even better. The three of us need to do something fun soon...it's been a while.

What else what else...Not a whole lot. *sigh* So yeah, if anyone wants to entertain me or something, feel free...because...Damn. I'm bored.

I was social last night for the first time in a while...I'm proud of myself. Played dodgeball with a few of the guys....it was a lot of fun. The team I was on lost, but it's all good. It's nice to get out every once and a while...this semester is truly handing me my ass. All those classes...and Latin. >_<

It's been extremely quiet in the dorm without Setzer around...and who knows where Sabin is half the time. *sigh* If anyone wants to keep me company...feel free to do so. I'm mostly around the dorm with my nose in a book.



P.S. Gackt's new single came out today (although I've had Redemption for a while...because I'm just that cool), but the other song on the single album isn't all that bad either. Just thought I would share that with you all.

Hey guys, I'm going to visit Setz at the hospital tomorrow...does anyone have anything they want me to give or say to him? Just let me know!

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

Dude. Those look like the eyes that those three brothers have. Kinda creepy...but...the 'striking attractiveness and danger?' Hell yeah, that's me.


Anyway, *yawn* I'm proud of myself. I was able to convince Setzer to go to the hospital. Well...'convince' is a loose word. "Dragged his unwilling ass all the way to the car" is a little closer to what actually happened. He can be such a stubborn brat sometimes...but he'll thank me when he can think properly again. That's what friends are for.

I'm thankful that this week is over...I can breathe again. New classes start on Monday, but it's okay. I'm sure I'll be fine and not try to kill anyone. BUT if I feel the need, I can always work my archery skills on them! I'm so excited for that class.

I know I had something else to say, but I guess it's not really that important. Sooooo...bye!



((OOC: Just to let you guys know...I'm finally a little de-stressed now that the week is over. I really apologize for my distant-ness...I've been quite out of it. However, I slept for like...umm...11 hours last night, so that was enough to kill the crazy, psycho, stressed out bitch that has been living inside of me since I found OUT about this damn concerto audition/competition. Sooo...yay.))

Your Stipper Song Is

I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!

My god. Did it HAVE to be Britney Spears?

Exams are over, thank god. I think a celebration is needed, don't you all think? *devilish grin*

*sigh* Yeah, I'm back. I got in last night...sorta late. Setz and Sabin, sorry I didn't stay in the room last night, I'll explain Yes, Setzer, with minimum details why later. My weekend? Oh yeah it sucked. I dug myself my own grave this weekend, so....yeah. Nothing like messing up the situation anymore than it already was. I really shouldn't have gone home. Talking lasted about a whole...two hours. Then....Yeah, it was just a big mistake. I mean, there was smiling, laughing, bringing up memories....but then the tears, confusion, and sex didn't help at all. She's confused, I'm confused...she's hurt, I'm hurt. The whole situation is terrible. It'll be a while before I go home again...but she and I will need to talk soon. It's safer over the phone when we're not by each other. There's no temptation.

So anyway, Yay for school. *rolls eyes* I realized that I never did post my schedule...so..

1. Advanced English 20
2. European History 20
3. Photography 20
4. Latin 20 (why? Because I'm a moron and decided to take another semester)
5. Bio-Chemistry 20
6. Archery 20
7. Sexual education


Meh. It's not a bad schedule. I'm going to kick myself in the ass for taking Latin II though. I know that I said I wasn't going to take it, but it was a last minute thing with influence of a certain girl who owns me, so I figured it was better than taking another language...plus...as much as Latin was evil, it's pretty cool. *cringes at saying that* Archery sounds cool as hell though. Photography has a lot of potential to be fun...If I need to take pictures of people, do any of you volunteer? =DDD But do you see something that is missing? Oh yeah. NO FREE HOUR. Why? Because my schedule looked too easy without some form of science....so I added Bio Chem. I took Physics last semester...which was a lot of fun actually...so I thought I would go more chem this semester. I hope the semester doesn't kill me.

Kay, I have to go.



Oh, before I forget...Setzer, your mom made me bring you that ratty looking rabbit that you grew up with and sleep with everynight until you were 14...ha ha ha ha. What was its name? Nibbles? Nuffy? Something like that? She also gave me basically an entire tea factory to give to you. Yeah, it's in my car...along with the rest of my stuff that I have yet to unpack. I'll give it to you later.

School starts on monday?! Where have I been?!?! Dammit, I really dont' want to have to go back...ugh. But, exams are in a bit, meaning that I won't have to suffer with Latin anymore. *cringe* I am most definitely never taking that language again. I'll post my schedule eventually as well...I wrote it down, but it's all the way on the other side of the room and I don't want to get up and walk over there and possibly be infected by Setzer's total incapacitating illness. I'm about ready to drag his dying ass to the hospital. I'm starting to feel really bad for him...plus, I don't want him to leave!!!

Dude, Shadow Hearts pissed me off today. I died in the same spot about three times and I'm pissed. Li Li, that crazy dead wench. *sigh* I'll have to pick it up again later on tonight after the fireworks or something. Thanks to Shu, I restarted the first one a few days ago...what a fantastic game. You all need to play it...seriously.

Okay, I'm going to get ready to go to the fireworks. See everyone there!

Holy shit, I'm alive. I don't know why I've been slacking on updating lately, but I apologize. Not a lot has been going on...I'm no longer Setzer's personal slave, so that makes me very happy. It actually wasn't too bad...I mean, i would've done most of the things for him anyway. The reason why he was so sick was indeed, my fault. So, I took care of me because I'm amazing like that and was forced too.

I hear there are some fireworks tomorrow night and I'm totally excited. I love anythign that deals with fire. I'm a closet pyro I haven't seen fireworks sober in YEARS, so this'll be good. Who else is going to go?

Had anime night with Zidane, Shu, and Lai the other day...it was a lot of fun. We watched a little bit of X...I watched Shu make out with the tv screen (But it was over Yuri Hyuga, so I really don't blame him)...drank a little bit...good times. and I totally have a new goal. =DDDDD The night ended kind of suddenly, but we should all get together and do it again. (Shu, we can watch The Lion King this time, kay?)

I need to get my ass in gear and think of a schedule for next semester...I'm not sure what classes I want to take. *sigh* Damn that thing called school, ya know? My social life would be amazing if I didn't have to take classes and deal with homework. I think I've done decently well though...Except for Latin. *sporks Latin book* I pray I never have to take another language class again. Oh, I'm excited for sex ed though...mwa ha ha....I wonder who the teacher will be? I pity the poor fool who has to teach a bunch of horny teenagers about sex ed. Poor bastard...*laughs* What a fantastic class that is going to be. Whooooo wants to sit next to me so I can seduce you make appropriate comments to you? *innocent smile*

Okay, I'm off. I just wanted to say 'hi' and let you know that I am still living. It's a fantastic thing really. Bye!

Happy New Year everyone! I hope you're all not hung over!!!!! I was actually a good boy last night...be shocked everyone. *innocent smile*

I got a really entertaining phone call from a very drunk Celes last night. *laughs* I never knew the girl drank! Maybe in some way, shape, or form, that's from my influence. Probably. Although, she did like to complain about my drinking in the past. Hm...hypocrite! *laughs* Oh well, that girl does need to loosen up every once and a while. I wonder if she was with Terra last night...I haven't talked to her in a few weeks....

Yeah, so anyway, new topic now! I do believe (?????) anime night is on for tonight. I think (?????) it's going to be in Zidane's room. (Yikes, you would think that I would know more details than I currently do, but oh well) Just give me a call, Zi, on the times and stuff. You have my number...don't you? (Hi, my name is Locke Cole and I am clueless) I'll be around somewhere with my cell phone in my pocket.

I do have a shitload of homework that I could get started on...but I also have several games to work on. Let's think of the importance of homework against Xenosaga....I think that Allen Ridgeley is way more entertaining than physics. Therefore...I'm off! So, Zidane and/or Shuyin, give me a call later, kay!? Bye!

Long time no talk everyone. Well...I updated on Christmas eve, but that's about it. (Whoo!!! Boston! More Than A Feeling...what a great song) Not a whole lot has been happening....but I'm starting to think about my schedule for next semester. (Why is break going by so quickly!?) What is everyone else having? I want to make sure that I have a fun schedule.

And oh, speaking of, what's this I hear about sex ed? Is it going to be mandatory? I thought I heard a rumor that it was going to be. If it's not...I think I'm going to take it anyway, what the hell? *devious smile* I might need a study buddy. I think I would do very well in that class.

I'm debating if I should take Latin II as well...*cringe* I really don't like the language, but in a way it is kinda interesting. Plus...seduction in more than one language sounds like a perk.

I hope everyone had a good holiday...sorry for the complaining in my last entry. The 'rents sent some gifts and the 'I miss you so much, be a good boy' message....so that was good. Oh Sabin, I got a 'Merry Christmas' call from Relm...and she said hi and "I love him! Why is he denying our love!?, so I thought I would pass the message. Celes called too...things are good with her. She said that even though Terra won't call me, she still wishes me a Merry Christmas. *Facepalm* Women.

Anyway, I guess that's it. Oh! What is everyone's plans for New Years? Does anyone HAVE any plans? Just thought I would ask. Bye!

It's strange not to be home for Christmas...and I'll be honest when I say that I've been a little homesick today, even though it is Christmas Eve. Tomorrow is going to be really weird. *sigh* I hope that you all had a great day today...at least it wasn't too cold outside. Anyway...Merry Christmas, y'all.

Whew...So I feel better. I talked to Vexy for a while today...and things are good. He doesn't want to kill me, thank the lord. Everything will be okay there. Vex, if you need anything, you know where to find me. I'm always here for you.

I got my tux today...Someone please remind me why I'm going to this dance thing? And someone please tell me I can drink beforehand...I might have more fun that way. I tend to do stupid things and provide entertainment to all while drunk. *shrugs* Who knows...it might be fun. Everyone else is going...right? I refuse to be the only one there. Plus, I look damn sexy all dressed up. =D That should be enough to get you all to go!

That's about it, I guess. I'm pretty boring. Now I'm going to spend the rest of the day in my room playing Xenosaga. I've never played it before...so I thought I would give it a go. (Plus, so many famous voices in there!! Including Dave Wittenberg...who does the amazing voice of Subaru Sumeragi...and Cliff Fittir from Star Ocean: Till The End Of Time, but Subaru's more important. My god. That reminds me, Shu and Zi...when do you want to have our anime night?) You know where to find me!